Still not very good at journaling

This post has been a while in coming. I am trying to be better at journaling but it is not going so well.

Things have not really changed for me church wise. However, they have changed personality wise. I am feeling kind of lonely... but I realized that I need to act like an adult. I am a good person and I just have to be myself. I don't want to change myself just to have friends. I didn't do anything wrong. AND I didn't join the church for anyone but myself.

I don't have much else to say right now.